For now, all I can do is hope that my girlfriend would come back to me. I am lost and depressed, I got caught with another lady and it all happened very quickly. I have been cheating on her for five months already and I admit that I feel good about myself. Having two ladies with me makes me feel like I am a very awesome guy. They did not even know that I am seeing other woman beside them. It seemed like I can get away with it and do it for ever. But all I can do right now is to beg my girlfriend to stay because she is the one that I really love all along. I doubt that I believe that I was only doing that because it makes me feel better about myself. But now that I have no one I can’t deal with it. Cheating on her felt good in the past because I had a lot of fun with the other lady. She loves to drink alcohol and smoke pot lots of time and that was the main reason why I wanted to hang out with her. She just makes me feel young again even though I am already a forty years old man doing all of these stupid things in life. i wanted to change for the better but it seemed impossible to do so.
I wanted to try and see what can a man like me do at times when I do not have somebody like my girlfriend who was loyal to me all along. i only knew about the value of her womanhood the moment that I almost lost her. I know that going with a stranger and doing foolish things was my entire fault. I wanted it and had gone caught. it was easy for me to blame the other woman but the truth was I felt like I deserve to have two ladies in my life when I am only good for one. My girlfriend is a London escort and I do love her very much. I can’t believe that a London escort caught me but at the same time it is also good for me. Getting caught by my London escort girlfriend given me a lot of freedom and happiness in my life. I hope that everything is going to be better for me nowadays because I would love to get back together with my London escort girlfriend. She’s the most awesome person in my life and I do not want to hurt her anymore. I take full responsibility of my action in the past and hoped that she will forgive me in all of the problems that we had. i wanted her to know that I am not going to excuse myself from all of the problems that I’ve had. I wanted to be with a London escort who makes me feel better about myself and now that I have one I want to take control of my future together with her.